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The Safety of Hiding

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(You may wish to play as you read.) “1-2-3-4…60! One minute! Ready or not, here I come!” The expert Hider finds “the spot,” breathes lightly, and remains hidden, while “IT” searches rigorously. Hider waits patiently and quietly. The preferred outcome … Continue reading

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White Walls and an Unchanging God

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Are you a creature of habit or one who thrives with change? At age three, my nephew told his Granzie (my mother) that he was most upset that she was having her walls painted. She tried to explain that they … Continue reading

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Passing Through the Tunnel of the Unknown

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The train chugged forward into the darkness of the tunnel. The passenger knew the mountain was ahead, but as the locomotive passed through the opening, the abyss of the unknown closed in upon her. In staring out the window, the … Continue reading

The Master Teacher

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Today, I write. The artist in me compels me to write.

That quirky and eccentric way that the Lord created me causes a need within me to pour out words like a full glass that is spilling over and running onto everything around it. I need to give weight to my thoughts and to share lessons from the Master Teacher. I am the student in His school…the Jesus school. I am not working on a masters in some art or science science program, or finishing that seminary degree that I always hoped to complete.

I attend, once again, Christ’s college on suffering.

In this fallen world, we are enrolled in the school of suffering, the righteous and unrighteous alike. I think you know that if you are a committed follower of Jesus Christ. This life is not easy.

The Lord seems to enroll some people in classes that He does not require others to take. I have not been required to take certain courses in this school. However, I am registered for classes that I did not wish to attend.

The Head Master is the Only One who knows what course each student need take and which semester to allow that student to learn the material.

For me, today is one day out from having a miscarriage.

There are so many of you who endured this course in Jesus school. Today, it hurts because my desire did not align with God’s plan. The combined losses of the traumatic car accident that changed the healthy, normal pregnancy of our second daughter to an emergency c-section delivery, followed by the words “traumatic brain injury,” “your child will never be normal,” and then her death at age four, as well as bearing a stillborn daughter one year later, ring afresh as we embrace the very early loss of this pregnancy.

In this class, I know that the Balm of Gilead is there to soothe. The salve of Christ medicates. I savor again the sweet aroma of the Lily of the Valley. The fragrance of the Rose of Sharon is astonishingly vibrant. I remember the open arms of the Savior, my Savior, and He comforts. He does not impose. He awaits.

There is power in the cross. He knows all. He knows more. His thoughts are not my thoughts. His ways are not my ways. His plan is perfect.

I watch my twelve-year-old daughter. She is in Jesus school, too.

My husband attends a similar, but different course.

What does Rabboni teach them?

Together and individually, we learn by God’s grace, we can have immeasurable joy. In the midst of difficulty, we are offered, unending joy. Through the pain, and hearing the hard “no’s,” there is a peaceful joy. But that infinite joy is only possible in and through Christ. There is no substitute. There is no other way to find true peace, true healing, but through the power of Christ…provided by the power of the cross…absorbed and granted through the reading of the living Word.

The Scriptures are active. Alive! Penetrating the heart…transforming.

I dare not ask God today if He will enroll me tomorrow in another course on suffering in Jesus school. I am learning that sometimes today’s difficulties are preparing us for tomorrow’s trials. I learn in class today that it does not matter what tomorrow brings, He is enough in every trial. He carries every hurt. He lifts every burden.

The Man of Sorrows, fully acquainted with grief, identifies.
Christ is our Hope. Hope does not disappoint.

Loving each of you in Him today, and grateful for your prayers,
Brooke

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Gotcha Day!

“…having predestined us to adoption as his sons by Jesus Christ to Himself, according to the good pleasure of His will…” Ephesians 2:5

Infertility is not something I experienced. However, my younger sister, Brenna, suffered through the agony of becoming pregnant and then losing the babies as something occurred that prevented her from keeping those lives. After feeling that their rigorous efforts were exhausted, and affirming peace with the Lord that this was not the avenue God intended to bring them a child, Brenna and her husband, Jeff, prayed seriously toward adoption. Strangely, as they both talked through adopting, they each sensed the lead of Lord to adopt an older child, like maybe a two-year-old or even a three-year-old. In obedience to God, they moved forward in the adoption process.

Simultaneous to God’s preparation in Jeff and Brenna’s hearts, Jeff’s mother, a nurse, shared at her job about their desire to adopt. She had no knowledge of how the story would unfold from this point. One afternoon, as Brenna visited with her mother-in-law, her mother-in-law explained that her co-worker, with a young daughter who birthed two sons, approached her and shared about her grandson’s need to be adopted. Through a life that did not glorify the Lord, along with failed attempts of change, the mother had lost her children. The grandparents, divorced, each took one of the boys. The nurse-grandmother agreed to raise the youngest boy. The grandfather cared for the older son. However, this oldest boy, the age of five, would be placed as a ward of the state, an orphan.

But why did the grandfather allow his grandson to be adopted, and why didn’t the grandmother rear both boys? My sister’s story is longer than this blog post, as there are amazing facets to the layers of the sovereign plan of God for this young child. Jeff and Brenna completed their MAPP training for adoption and fostered this boy. Today, the boy, Daniel, placed within the system of North Carolina, is the son of Jeff and Brenna. Daniel , my nephew, is twelve years old.

At the time of his foster care by Brenna and Jeff, and then his subsequent adoption, Daniel had no knowledge that parents were “out there” loving him already and longing for him to come home, where he belongs. Jeff and Brenna labored through the system and prayed and trusted and waited on God. Daniel continued to be a boy. Daniel received the free gift of their love and understands today God’s perfect plan for His life. He knows he is home, and he knows that Daddy and Mommy love him and he belongs to them. He fully comprehends that no one will take him away from this safe haven of a loving family.

Don’t you love the stories of adoption? There are as many unique and beautiful stories of adoption as there are adopted children. Our God is a mighty God and the true tales that He writes always amaze us. Like Daniel, He labors to draw you to Himself. When He “found” me, I had no knowledge that any One was calling me. “I once was lost, and now I am found.”  He loved me already. Before the foundation of time, He knew me. He is my Creator. He planned for me to become His, to be adopted into His family, the family of God, eternally secure with a place reserved in Heaven…for me!!! He is my Father. He held His arms open to me, rejoicing in that day that I finally received the free gift of adoption through His Son, Jesus Christ. He made it so easy for me to join the family, His family. Jesus paved the way. I know I belong in this family. I know my Father loves me.

My nephew, Daniel, now receives the fullness of the blessings of being a part of his family. Not only has he been adopted by Jeff and Brenna, but He received the free gift of salvation through Jesus Christ. He is redeemed from sin, cleansed and forgiven. Daniel is assured that he will live forever with Jesus, and with his earthly father and his earthly mother, who partook of the gift, too. Their family celebrates the adoption of Daniel every year, termed Gotcha Day!

Our great and mighty God lavishes His love upon Daniel, once orphaned, as he celebrates the date of his birth, the date of his adoption into his loving family, and the date of his adoption into God’s family. As for the rest of us, the extended family rejoices in that Gotcha Day for Daniel!!! More than that, though, we rejoice that in Christ, Daniel has a Gotcha Day. In Christ, I have a Gotcha Day. In Christ, do YOU have Gotcha Day? If so, rejoice and share Him with others so they may join the family of God. If not, you are invited to become His, to be adopted by the Living God, the Creator of all things, your Father. Won’t you celebrate your Gotcha Day today?

Aunt Brooke loves you, Daniel!!!